No more baby talk

1May2008 Filed under: Health Author: Kat

Well where do I start ladies? My husband and I have decided not to go ahead with IVF treatments because the drugs that I have been on have not allowed me to ovulate. Instead I became quite ill on them. Not to mention all the stress that has come along with it.

When my husband and I finally agreed to stop I felt kind of relieved. This may sound kind of strange but in all honesty I just couldn’t handle taking all these drugs and then going on the scans (which were horrible and painful) only to be told that my follicles had not grown.

I became ill this last two weeks especially and have not been able to go to the Gym at the doctor’s orders. This has pis@#$ me right off. I am probably back to square one and have to struggle again now to lose the weight that I gained while I was ill.

Well thank God for my inspiration queen Angie All The Way who has shown me that by moving on and not giving up you can still be a WINNER. So I am gathering all my strength (what ever is left) after the emotional realisation that we may never have children.

My head is like a merry go round and it just isn’t stopping. I have been spinning out of control and I don’t like it. So after I have recovered I will get my Gym bag and my water bottle and off I go on Monday to my beloved Fernwood and go nuts.

Nothing relieves stress like a good strong structured workout. My husband and I will continue trying for a baby but we are not going to go crazy about it and basically just be spontaneous and hopefully I will lose more weight in the next few weeks and my body will be on the mend again.

Till the next time!!

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2 Responses to “No more baby talk”

Angie All The Way
May 3rd, 2008 at 1:30 am

Katly, I’m soo sorry that things are working out this way for your right now. I’m afraid I cannot relate to what this must feel like in this capacity, but I do know that during the toughest times of our lives, if we hold strong to our weight loss efforts, those successes will be the thing that will pick you up. We can only do what is in our control for our own health and we owe it to ourselves and our families to do the things for which we do have control. You will get through this and as time passes, you’ll be losing more weight and the pain of all of this will lessen.
Kat
May 4th, 2008 at 1:31 pm

Thanks Angie, your support means alot. Tomorrow is Monday and I will start at the Gym again and we are both sorting through our tough times. Everything will be alright again I am sure of it.